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ITS ALL ABOUT THE HIP BONES BABY!!
No I don’t suffer with arthritis or need a hip replaced. Nope this is all about yet another one of my unhealthy obsessions and occasional negative self image. It used to be another daily demon to...
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H.A.L.TIRED
I am tired. I woke up too early and got to sleep too late. When I am tired I get hopeless and resentful and very unpleasant to be around. I even hate being around myself when I am tired. My bad...
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I’m waiting for God
I met a girl today. She sat on a park bench looking out over a lake at a local beauty spot. I sat next to her to watch the ducks swim and jostle each other over pieces of bread some children were...
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LEAVING THE GRIEF BEHIND AND LIVING AGAIN
“Moma! Do you know if we lived in America we wouldn’t have to pay for food! You could become an extreme couponer”! Came the voice of my 7 year old princess from the living room, where she was flicking...
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HOPE AND FAITH
My fragile breath it lingers on the doorstep in the rain and I wait in silence for you till the rays they shine again. Evermore it seems I wander through the mist and fog in pain but I return here to...
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Just Another Wednesday
8.30pm. It’s been a good day, but very emotionally challenging. I didn’t sleep much last night but I still found the energy to get my ass outside in the fresh air to clear my head. My need to...
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THE LAST FAREWELL
“Let us close our eyes and let us feel the Divine presence here today.” I closed my eyes, there was silence in the church except for the sound of one or two people coughing…but then for about 15...
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THINGS NORMAL PEOPLE DO…..A SOBER ALKIES OBSERVATIONS.
I am a shameless people watcher. People fascinate me in all their glorious and numerous shapes, colours, sizes, nationalities and creeds. Now that I am sober I have begun to notice things about...
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What’s your substitute for love?
What is your substitute for love? Hmmm I pondered this question the other day as I listened to Madonna sing Drowned world/ Substitute for love from her Ray of Light album on my car stereo. I came...
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Mental meanderings of a recovering parent!
Obsessive much? Who me? Yes! Yes I am a crazy freak of a woman, I understand that now. I used to be quite comfortable in my obsessive thought patterns until stupid recovery taught me that it’s...
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MY DISEASE IS RUNNING RIOT AGAIN!
Today I feel like I am in grips of my disease. I am not active, as in I am not drinking, drugging, binging on food, but I woke up feeling like my head is detached from my body and I am gasping for air,...
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ACCEPTING MY DEPRESSION
Posted on afterpartychatter.com today. http://afterpartychatter.com/accepting-my-depression/
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DEFINING MY RECOVERY
Published today on afterpartychatter.com http://afterpartychatter.com/defining-my-recovery/
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MY STINT IN THE MENTAL INSTITUTION
Published this morning on Anna Davids recovery website afterpartychatter.com http://afterpartychatter.com/my-stint-in-the-mental-institution/
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HOW TIMES CHANGE
PUBLISHED ON AFTERPARTYCHATTER.COM http://afterpartychat.com/how-times-change/
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Letting Go…it gets easier!
It’s easy to let go of stuff we don’t want anymore. Like just the other day, I was happy to clean out all the wardrobes in my house and get rid of clothes that were worn to death or didn’t fit. I’m...
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WHY I AM OPEN ABOUT MY RECOVERY
Published on afterpartychat.com http://afterpartychat.com/why-im-open-about-my-recovery/#comment-809
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My new perfect body!
There has never been a time in my life when exercise hasn’t been important. There have even been times when it has been the most important thing in my life—when it came before alcohol, drugs and...
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Oh to be normal!
Published this morning on Anna Davids Recovery Site After Party Chat afterpartychat.com http://afterpartychat.com/oh-normal/
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When Recovery goes Online
Is Technology the new gateway to recovery? My piece about intherooms.com published on Anna Davids afterpartychat.com this morning. http://afterpartychat.com/when-recovery-goes-online/
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